How to Balance Your Mindset

For me, it's either one mindset or the other. And I find it really hard to find a balancing middle ground. There will be like in time months where I'm like grinding every day. But once my mindset switches, it also takes effort to get back into like the grinding mindset as well. The only thing you could think of is I'm so fucking excited for when this is over. You'd wake up, open a textbook, studying to you sleep and just piss yourselves because you're like, "I've got to get this shit done"