i would venture that you actually, like, this is some weird experience that you probably had as a kid where you're the son of a doctor. And there's a decent chance that that's something that you grew up with, tooye. The more i learned, it was just the more i learned,. the more i realized, the more iv found out that i can do this too, i can doing thiscireal icoet is illes. So so i think all those things were reinforcing it.