Is Your Atheism Staind Strong?

i don't believe in another world, another life, then this is. My tears flow because two great, great friends died close together,. a husband and a wife who meant everything to me. And when they die, they are out of my life. They're gone forever. Yes, i'm not unhappy about becoming old. I'm not happy about what must be. It makes me cry only when i see my friends go before me and life, case is emptied. But you know, there's something on finding out, as i'm aging, that i am in love with the world. To keep finding wonder and beauty and wildness and joy in it throughout your whole life. That