The Fear of Your Own Ability to Create

I was sleeping on my boyfriend's now ex house when I had this dream later starts out sorry I said later dude. The bathroom door slammed shut and I felt these hands on me and next thing I knew there was a cow pinning me against the bedroom floor. My cousin came in and said well you look happy I responded back with I think it's because I prayed for the first time ever last night. Now she got the notes they were like "Dreams are your brain it's you" so shouldn't you know what's comingYeah exactly. Interesting that thought. Smoke. That's your fursona. Is it a cow? Because it's like why shows like Star Trek are