How Do You Want to Play the Next Rally?

Mikway, my harvard headcoach, was the best at giving mental advice. He always says that when you're panicky, thoughts do happen to you rather than you are th one who's thinking. A lot of queer thoughts come into play when you play. So i don't want to lose again. Like those thoughts. They're never going to help you un cord. The more you force this thinking, the more you make the other thoughts disappear. It takes years of work on your mind set. And until this very moment yesterday, i completely lost it. I'll stop being a child all come on, man up. All these things, they come through my mind