We Still Have to Show Up

A lot of us, we say, iv have to play the game. Saint paul is sayingng it like this, i've been crucified to the world. I think that means everyone else is playing a game that i no longer agree to be a part of. I'm playing a different game. I'm living for a different goal. I want something else. We sill have the love. We still have to show up. But how do we show up?Saint paul says, not like this. He says, i have been crucifying to world gen and he's right.