Is There Cynical Nihilism?

Cynical nihilism is something we're born to hate and we should hate. After cynical nihilism, there's affirmative nihilism. Zoroastrianism has a religion within the religion because if truth is unbearable for people, they no longer could love their children, then you must not tell the truth to be. That means there's an ironic nihilism at the bottom everything all the time. This is deeply Nietzsche.