The Debt That Was Holding Me Back From Doing What I Really Wanted to Do

I was looking at at masdas, which were superexpensive and apparently, i think, pretty hard to maintain and fix up. At this point, i'm about a hundred and 15 thousand dollars, give or take in debt, am. And i didn't really want to think about it. I didn't want to look at it, focus it just, i just wanted to, i kind of buried it in the back of my mind. But it always was there, whether i wanted to ignore it or keep going. This was a weight that was, that was on me, and that was that was holding me down and holding me back from doing what i really wanted