What Was It Like When You Hugged Your Mother for the First Time?

I felt because you have your identity removed from you then you very much feel slightly nothing isn't the right word but you've got to rebuild it and that leaves you with this weird contradiction. It felt like the only person who could actually put that right was my mother my real mother she could put that right for me. I wouldn't feel like this jigsaw with a big bit missing so what is it like when you hugged her for the first time? The first thing I thought I didn't say obviously was goodness me she sounds like day mead marevering. She's not alienated her in the way that possibly I did by seeing her as much of um um yeah not alienated her