I think you've had a lot of suffering pile up in your life, and the weight of that is very heavy. You wouldn't be able to carry it unless you lost that forty kilos. But without those forty kilos, you could carry this crap and keep moving,. That's all we can ask for, right? Yo, good luck to you, my friend. Yes, these things happen, but o the tbent gets more. It's easier the next time when you get back. Are you giving me words of hope and encouragement about continuing to move forward? Cause goin to get easier next time. All right. If you say so, i met the experience you had