When You Feel Absolute Love From God

I've tried all the freed down load bowls and crap, and then that stuff work for me, you know. I think whenever you really screw up and you still feel god's love, like you really just make some big mistakes, i think that's when you experience god. And em, it's a very, it can be a very lonely place, am, but also too, like in space, a lot of times, that's when god shows up. You kno what i mean? If we're not feeling action, i know lately i've been really challenged, like, in my spiritual practice, like i keep hearing like, make more space. Make more spacen.