How to Make Amends and Slaw

I just felt guilty about the- Just how little money it was for me to pay them to pleasure me, even though I wasn't sexually. Even getting like massages in Thailand, where they like kneel down in front of you and wash your feet. And like, it's this whole elaborate, like really ritualistic, slavish kind of thing. It did make me,. I really wanted to be like, you don't have to- Just, ah, like, Like, I'm outside in PewDiePie. Yeah, basically, yeah. You haven't done the searching. I have not done an eighth step in SLA. Do you make amends and slaw