Detransition: A Growing Process

I was labeled, misgendered all my entire life and I felt more masculine. When I looked in the mirror, I saw a man, I thought more masculine. And so when I realized that that's not what I looked like looking back from Bryson to Kyla, pictures in my youth and all that, I could see that I was female looking back. But here I had like 30 something years of this big other life secret. At this time in my transition, I was just considered, I wanted to be called stealth trans. So what that is is like, I didn't want anyone to know my biological sex. And I just walked, walked around through the world just as