How Do You Survive When You're So Lost?

Amanda says when she was growing up, sometimes, after being out in the wirl with everyone else's feelings pulsing through her body, she'd come home and just pass out. She would find people who had some quality that made her feel good, and she completely disappear into them and their lives. Their dreams become your dreams, and you kind of forget about yourself. I spent my life losing myself and other people on whims, just gone.