As someone who's struggled with addiction and also is in show business I'm constantly going back to this idea that these these other people have discovered the well spring inside of them. There's this quote about God is a God is a being who's only aware of his own existence through us like yeah. We all have this still eternal core within us deep deep downYeah right that we have to tap into and tapping into it is to end the endless hedonic treadmill of I'm only as happy as the last thing I booked or the last set I did  or the last line that I did or the last drink that I hadall these things don't work, says singer-songwriter