The Importance of Certainty

"It still feels like having you in my life was an inevitable fate that i couldn't be more thrilled about," she writes. " certainty makes me feel so calm and at ease which oddly enough terrifies the absolute shit out of me it was so awkward saying that it allowed no one else was supposed to ever hear this  i hate swearing in front of your mom but truly whether i get the opportunity to do life with you or the simple privilege of making you smile every once in a while i'll take it"