Isn't Nastalgia, We Don't Feel It for Who We Were, but Who Were Not?

Looking back on my european tour, i feel a heavy sadness descend upon me. It is partly nastalgia, looking back at that young me bustling around Europe. But here is the truth of nastalgia: we don't feel it for who we were, but who we weren't. We feel it for all the possibilities that were open to us, but that we didn't take. And now the weather once ni ba oea a ni ba onceiaba ona aa mybrotmratwayonamelo enoma foretra wot naoaneWe do taa be og by am arera o nat nooanwer to taro re srog