The Heart Surgeon and Heather's Dream

In the dream not Heather's dream but someone else's dream of Heather. If we don't read it paratactically Jonathan then there may be a connection between the urgency the hidden urgency of this ha ha not so funny you know marrying a heart surgeon maybe because there is a heart problem and then there is this sudden need to empty the ash. Those things are connected in a kind of beautiful and haunting way.