What Do You Want?

There's almost a direct correlation between the amount of childhood trama you have and the amount of addiction you'll have later. Addiction provides that warm, comfortable hug of the attachment that you so desperately crave. And i think gabormate touched on that idea so well. It goes back to just knowing who your authentic self is. Allan watts says there's two types f i don't know. There's tha, when you haven't ever thought about it, and then there's th i don'tknow. After you've explored all your wants and desires, at the very end, you realize, i don't knows what i want.