The root of the word decide or decision is related to kill. "I think sometimes feel like we have to kill a part of ourselves in order to live in the world," he says. The substance for him was inhaling a Papa John's pizza and pulling up at a fast food drive through after playing a Brookner Symphony on stage, while his shoulders ached from overplaying injury.

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