"I think there's a way to get it into your maro, ye, like i belong a, but there's something, and it's ok. Bcause the number thing is, don't forget you belong," he writes. "Even when you're the guy at the party that that says the joke that everybody drops their glass and stares at you, you fuckin belonged." 'That butterfly affected everything and every and this conversation that we're having goes to these people, and these people call on to those people,' he adds. "'It's all a swirling mass of numbers that need one' That's just another way of saying, i'm a number in a sequence, yes,