I Would Leave My Marriage to Be With Him Again

i dated a missionary that left on his mission last year, and eight months later, i got married to a guy i had just met. He will be coming home in may 20 23. And i'm so scared because i think i'm still in love with him. And i would totally leave my marriage to be with him again. What do i do and what do i not do? Sis, why did you get married to this man? You just m honey? Oh, no, i've heard of this a couple of times with the missionary thing. They get marrie while they're gone. They don't get any clothes ere they come back.