The People Pleasing

i was deeply, profoundly hurt by the spectacular rejection that i experienced from him. He didn't intend for it to be a four year long thing, but it is what it is. What i acknowledged in connecting with those hidden feelings, those things that you canna go ye, it's ok. I get why all those things happened. It's actually tha, i get is hurt. And i realize that the stick in point, that thing that will be there, that ang i guess, that hurt, is and it's about the people pleasing really,. The sense that i could have a father who i had experienced so much pain over throughout my childhood and into adultod, and i do