Stop Being a Class Clown

When in front of the crowd, you're playing to the masses. It's like you're trying to be a comedian. Or maybe you are. I would try to make the crowd laugh at the jokes that make your friends laugh all rigt. i'm so emotionally undeveloped that i crave the crass class approval and attention to it. You're not emotionally un elop this is unbelievable that you have this sort of a knowledge of self at 16. I don't think i knew till i was 36. What should i do? Should i stop cracking the shit jokes in class? Should i tell my friends to get over it and keep being that guy, thanks and go fuck yourself