i get the sense that you're trying to do both at the same time. What i'm sort of hearing from you is that there's a lot of stuff that's overwhelming you right now. As you set those goals for yourself, it's hard to achieve them. You may make some progress, but because all these other dimensions of your life, emotional disregulation, other kinds of things, are like getting in the way, you can't consistently invest energy towards progress. So here's starting over and over and over again. Yes? Itis yours s no plenning? Yes. Ah, well, ok, i'm loading. It's probably cool to like hear me be silent