Are the Hell Does the Energy Come to Care for Humanity?

I get sicker every day from all the oppression i see. But worrying about losing what i've got makesa coward out of me. Where the hell does the energy come to care for humanity and it's more than i can cope with just takin care of me? Glitting in my civil rights days of 19 70, i'm a lot more optimistic now. Lots different now. Iam much more aware of the enormity of power that we have when we band together with other giraffes. We don't want to be a giraffe parrot who just does the mechanics. No, we're we must do this only if we are sincerely interested in connecting with what's alive