Is Your Manifestation in a Dark Place and Then It Becomes Even Darker?

Starwar skeek out: When my faulty activator had gotten to a point where i was in complete overwhelm. And my reaction was to hide, rit again, hiding from everything. So when you close the hawth doors, even though that's about self care and taking care of yourself, like, i've had enough. I need to break and you disappear. But when you disappear, guess what? You shut yourself off from sources. It's not just, you know, it's a tough day or moment. It's, we go into a dark place, and there's a trap door in the bottom of that, and we go to a even darker, stickier,