Love and Romance - What Do You Feel About Him?

I didn't have very much self worth in like was it like three years within to our relationship because of social media and my job so when I started social media he was the one that was like give me let's find you a hobby something for you to do that will make you feel good. Although we've been together for what before teen years next year we've still been through ups and downs. There isn't a secret recipe there is always going to be ups downs left rights you'll feel really low individually might we feel really low together if something happens. It's never linear in that sense but the thing that I go back to your question what do I do to find  a man