I Don't Want to Be Happy but I Want to Achieve It

We could have just achieved the happiness more directly Without adding the struggle. We tried that Right I didn't want to be happy. So like that didn't work So it also doesn't work the other way, right? And but see the thing is I think I mean you're you're a diagnosis Which is like oh, we have these hidden motives. But if what you want is to hide them motives You're just not happy in a world where you admit your actual motive and then actually achieve them in a direct and public way.