There was a time in my life when i was an unconscious suicide. And it's a sad thing when you recognize like, oh, i think we're getting together to kill or or kill ourselves. Find community built around truth, not just community, and you get something much, much greater. There is something divine in losing oneself in the company of others.
James Beshara (Time Magazine 30 Under 30! Below The Line podcast! Non-dualist! Start-up Investor!) makes it weird!