The Idiot

When you went back and looked at yourself, was it a person too totally unfamiliar? Were there things that you had completely forgotten? Or was it, oh, yes, i remember this. It was kind of both. I think self authorship is real, but i think that it's like, authorship is not the great artists sitting on their mount ain having a bolt of lightning hit their head. We can't escape from scripts. We can just try to be conscious of them and to choose them and use the parts that are helpful to us,. And not use the part that aren't helpful to us.