There's a funny like there's this funny question philosophy 101 like would you live forever and I know people who are so uncomfortable in their modern life and body and self that they think about ending their own life decently. The happiest people those who are not afraid of death because they don't tell good stories and they're not afraid of dying because that's the end of the storytelling that's what important for them. What is the actual difference about how could you both want to live forever and end your own life and or be miserable just to make it easier if you're going to die? That seems contradictory but there's something to to to our earlier point specifically about this kind of like default mode