i don't think it's so helpful to hear those bliss stories of different people's exits. I think romdo's story about his own hitting a wall when he first hit by a stroke, and trying every possible trick in the bag, you know this story, and nothing worked. So where i come back for myself is knowing that if If i was at the end of my life and i just had like, a few moments and i say, well, what do i really want? It would just be to know belonging to loving awareness n that would be the longing.