Are You a Mathematical Monk?

I love having my hands on as many moving parts as possible. It's a personal challenge to juggle all these, all these logistical pieces and put them all together in such a way that music happens. And it's so fulfilling. Do you ever wonder what would have happened in your life if you hadn't committed that terrible crime and gone to prison? Cause i know you were having a lot of problems with drugs and things like that. I think that i would have either still been out there doing the exact same thing, or i would be dead.