The Battle of Disappointment

When you keep re playing it, you are literally giving c p r to the pain, resuscitating it over and over. So when jesus says, forgive, it's because he's so smart that he knows that's going to regulate your quardesa levels. Youare so now the reason i'm calling this a battle of disappointment. Is anybody there like you? Tryig to find the good, even those bad? I'm trying to find ha, good and this l ok, it's not god, get me out of this this lite.