Is It the Introverted Judging Functions?

We all have our individual version of that, but I think some people do. Like a belief level, almost like a cult or a belief thing that people buy into. And then all the reality has to contort around this narrative that I've decided upon that I believe. Part of my self trust issues in the past 10 years was getting over my faith background,. telling me, gaslighting me to say I was wrong and bad because it didn't match the narrative. It's not just about judgments now, it's also about my perception.