You Believe in Hell?

It's very hard to really grasp Christian metaphysics though because you feel like it shouldn't be the way it is. Nostalgia is foreign to me one could see that as a mark of a confident optimistic forward looking person but I fear that with me it's more the mark of an obsessive. While everyone knows you can't change the past you can always hold on to the illusion that you can control the future. He talks about being a guy who's really never experienced any spiritual or material want or deprivation in his life. Who's had a pretty blissful existence but who exists in a neurotic hell of his own making.