I feel like i'm treading water, and i'm going nowhere. And i'm getting tired of treading water. I think that as we go when i'll get more comfortable. So sounds like you're pretty overwhelmed in your dealing with a lot. Yes. Is it too much? Um, i would say so. U what makes it feel like it's too much? I feel like i an't get ahead. It's because once i get into these these spirals, like, i get to a point where i just don't care to what i'm doing to the people around me. Ats all isstumped. As soon as mariana gets involved, like,