Yewat: I find that the lot of the time when i'm not doing something, it's because i'm annoyed about the last thing that went wrong. Ilik: If you weren't so detailed oriented, if you didn't beat yourself up so much, would you be where you are to day? Yewat: Of course i feel i don't think you're stupid. Let me know how this feels to you. Jack thak: The reason it's very hard is because eing the way that you are.