i always io want to be the best in things that i care about. I guess it's just something i've carried over from what people have told me, sort of right? So i think the reason you want to bethe best is because then you'll be confident,. If you're number one, then you will be happy. Then you'll feel good about yourself. But any time you achieve you move it to an l, which is how we get someone. You see that you're trying to solve the confidence by achievement. Every time you take a step forward, what do you do with the w i to an l? Absolutely. We are playing a rigged game.