Car Accident - What Do You Feel Changed?

In 2008, you were in the midst of writing your first book, driving without a license. You tried to with whatever fragments of your memories that you still had, you tried to kind of finish that book so that you could go on to write this one,. But there was still a good 15 years or something in between. And I am wondering like what, what do you feel changed in that time? Like inWhat ways can you see the accident in a different way than you did those first months after it happened?