I Don't Want Nobody to Know We're Together

In John chapter three, we see him sneaking to see jesus. I don't want nobody to call me a church girl or a church boy. In john 19, you are out in the open at the cross of JESUS. You got to a place, nicodemus, where you don't care if people think that you're withjesus. And i need my so i can't dho it yet. Thits going to be so good,. How do we go from?