Ryan Calls Everybody. He Calls Everyone. Yeah, Yeah. And I'm Going to Be a Daddy.

"We kind of thought like you're beyond, you're thinking you're okay. You're home," she says. "It's not going to happen." She adds: "I've got still a pound of the elk meat in my freezer that I'll never eat from the elk that he went out and shot as a blind person" The couple had been married for two years when they lost their son on September 9, 2009.