Can't Feel the Fulness of Life Now?

I want to live in hawaii and have a deck behind my house with a very comfortable chair. And then i would sit in there every day and contemplate the ocean. How would you feel? I would feel the fulness of life, ok. You can't feel it now? Because i'm not sitting in this deck chair, and i'm not looking at the ocean, and it's not sunny. That's why i can't feel the foot. Anyway, i should have gotten a house higher up, because down here by the beach, it's just too hot. Why didn't i get a houseit higher up? Because there's a mountain just behind me.