I'm not sure if there's really anything else that it's affected in me as a person besides the compassion like just more that kind of thing. But yeah I don't know if I could see myself doing it for the rest of my life like I love it, but then again, and it's very much like a job where it's like that's the job there's not really much more you can do up in the fields unless you do further study. It is incredibly like exhausting both mentally and he finds it more physically exhausting than mentally. The physical exhaustion has made him have this more appreciation of life. And we've talked about how it's changed your perspectives on death. We're