"I Honestly didn't think I was gonna make it," he says. "It just seemed impossible to me because a lot of the water Stuff and I could like a doggy paddle, you know I can you know find my way around a pole for a minute before I drown right same as most people" But when he looked at all these different units  he realized what kind of what kind of soldier would I be? He adds that his mindset changed from being scared or worried about getting kicked out in order to take on this challenge.