You have an incomplete duty. So you will never feel fulfilled because you're not doing your duty. To do your duty to have that conversation with your son to be denzil washington in fences, that's like a gravity towards that experience. The other thing is that this could be a resonance of an experience from a past life. But i've just had good outcomes in terms of personal fulfilment and understanding when, like, there may have been some kind of relationship that you were either the dad, or you were the son, or who knows? I'm just if you have a question of why i don't feel fulfilled, it's like on the bucket list for why? Ok