Is It a Trap or a Trap?

A couple of themes that that really jump out to me, i think first is this concept of o blacking out. That if there there feels like a need to almost forget what's happening, that that should be kind of a warning sign a. But the bigger theme is this this idea of delayed gratification. Because i think you probably realize that you weren't completely happy in all these moments, but that that was expected. Right? I imagined the culture that you're in, it very much orses that, hay, you're going to work your ass off,. And at that point, like all this suffering is going to be worth it.