Fell into major depression anxiety right after leaving high school. Fear of death has subsided, but it's left a feeling of wanting more out of life. I want to live life to the fullest, but i don't know how. Seeing my past friends go to university and graduate whilst i was home bound is soul crushing. At times it felt like the world had moved on and i was ready, and i was left behind with no direction or path. It still does feel like that sometimes. Every single thing i want to do has an excuse of not feeling ready. But why am i like this? Because we're all going to die one day so just go out and live life to