Can't Hold the Truth Anymore?

"I don't just want god's promiseds like pills to take the pain away. I want to make progress in my life, to see things how they are, and the not have to live and deny it" "We can't even hold the truth any more, because it's kind of hard to have room for truth holding on trash," he says. 'Has anybody noticed, other than mhe, your attention span is getting almost zero these days'